You never knew,
how much you were worth,
how bad your taste is,
how much each word stung,
how blind you are,
how much i would give,
how much regret there was,
how much was thought,
how much it meant,
how much it made a cut inside,
how much it was.

Copied from somewhere :D

i guess i now know how it feels to have an 'aching' heart ? hahas lols 'xin suan' heart sour?

Hi~ felt like posting yesterday night actually~ But father.. -.-" complaining abt me calling at night, say my phone bill later very high -.-" lols hey celine~ you alot 'fans' yea? hahas surprised that you are 'friendly' hahas!
Kinda have nothing to say~ hahas

Okays, its about time i updated my blog i guess? time for some major reshuffling(minor actually) hahas.
Along the way, i unknowingly picked up some 'followers' along the way, Oo hair in my drink! thanks to the people who are reading THIS now :) grateful but.. yea.. comment pls -.-" or at least tag? kinda boring to post on my own ya?
Exams are over, the so called 'sian la..got exam tomorrow' days are over, what seems like a long awaited holiday is coming, which is expected to be short lived. Somehow, i feel rather empty, lazying around, not 'chionging' for exams.. i suppose i rely all on my friends to keep me 'full' ?
I've learnt to treasure, respect, and accept them for who they are, love them, understand them, and most of all, support them. The thought of having to part with your own friends is kinda scary, making me want to cling on to them for the rest of my life and never to let go.. no amount of words can express how i feel now as i feel sad, knowing that they would leave me one day, happy that i have such wonderful friends, that i may never find in the rest of my life!
love my friends !

Woo~ just back(not long)from the sec3 camp!dont wanna say much, just the main details:
Day One:
Take bus to ferry terminal
Take ferry to batam
Check in hotel
Lunch
Went trekking
(did something but i forgot what)
Shower
Dinner
Play some game or smth
Sleep!

Day two:
Breakfast
High Element activities( headache -.-" eileen sprain leg hahahas funny)
Rafting( rained just as we about to get into the water..sad~)
Prepare for Performance
Shower
Dinner/performance
Sleep!

Day 3:
Breakfast
BYE BATAM!

And yea.. thats about it..eyes kinda swollen now..bye

A bee asked: ' your post got anything about me? ' hahas joking joking oni ok 'someone' asked, she is Apple Bee/Bi Bee/Bi Chong(A.B.C) :) juz wan to say:'...u call me brother very weird..' lols hahas okay thats not the main point, the main point is that i REALLY want to thank you:

for being so crazy at times, 'cause by doing so, you cheer me up alot
for starting the conversation (other than the time when u pretend nt to see me at bus stop-.-)
for talking to me which helped me became a more outspoken person x]
for teaching me to do crazy stuff that made me laugh
for wasting my msg( jkjk dun angry xp)
for staying when my other friends are wavering
for teaching me how to kick flies ( HAHAHAHAHAS)
for sharing your problems with me; vice versa
AND
for being a friend :)



Hope This Lasts~

long time no post le.. busy the whole weekend ;( got 2 ppl ask me update my blog..since d person update le, i dun update abit 'disappointing' rite? was raining for almost the whole week.. Not sae sad or what la.. just moody recently.. duno what to do.. crap -.-" wan ask for hwk, the person offline -.- nvm.. i think if i go back school, i will b very lonely O.o lols at least have more time to study oso lor~ ps arh my post very short only x] Hope i dont fall sick tomorrow~ T~T headache, nauseous lols....... cant think of anything to write le... i hate homework...
Lastly, i would like to say a BIG THANK YOU to the person who *entertained me with sms(s) (although it made me exceed my sms limit) but still, THX! I think you were the only one whom i talk to the whole week? mayb including ur junior ba...
Owh and, the 2 ppl who sae i spreading rumours pls dun b dumb -.-" u r the one hu spreading the rumour right? PLS STOP IT if you two like each other so much den go marry la zzz wth -.- also, if you want to continue spread rumour, just spread ok? dun act innocent in front of me and sae 'is ppl spread one' when the next day the person u told to just asked me -.-" wan spread at least b smart enough to spread to a person who is not a busybody right??! WTH do you want? in the beginning, u treat me like i am a doll, use me to get to gals and many more~ i still can understand, coz mayb u dun like the fact that i may be close to hEr . Now, u are TRYING to use me but i have grown to know how to not let you use me..on those occasions where you try to use me, and succeeded, you were lucky coz i was on a good mood that day and did not want to embarrass you in front of your friends. Now, i have already stopped talking to hEr TOTALLY and you are resorting to other methods so as to be able to be proud that you can use me anytime you like. I dont know what is wrong with you.. i try my best to sustain this friendship and instead of just making that little effortto keep it going, you step over me and make use of me..you can try to act innocent in front of people and make them hink i was the one who did you wrong but if i hear you spreading rumours that i have been spreading rumours thats why we are not friends, i am not going to make this easy for you. I am not threatening you so dun act pitiful, just trying to wake you up to realise what you are doing before you let hEr *take over you..giving u 1 last chance for us to b friends again.. tst about it.. i type this much coz i waiting for the internet to b on.. anyways, i made my point.. if you wan to continue to ignore me them nvm..